Saturday, July 21, 2012

It's been a minute

I know, I know. It's been too long. I just got through "The Summer Semester From Hell." I had four classes in eight weeks with the same amount of work you'd have in sixteen to eighteen weeks. On top of that I was in a new major that I thought I might like but it ended up being something I didn't want to do.
I was in Business Administration and although I didn't have a problem learning all the ways to work Microsoft Word, I didn't like all the calculations I would have to do. Numbers are not my thing, words are.
I'm so confused on what I want to do so now I'm going for Culinary Arts. Learning to deal with measurements are gonna be a struggle for me but hopefully I don't get a dickhead teacher. I've seen him around school and he seems like a hard ass but I hope he isn't. I don't know though. I don't know what I for sure want to do. I love to bake and it's my stress release and I love to design. I don't want to deal with the competitiveness of the art but it's something I have to deal with. I still want to be a writer, it's just taking me awhile to write my novel.
I think it will take awhile for me to discover my true personality. Sometimes I get confused or ashamed of what I like. Except for pole dancing. I love it, I'm not ashamed of it. Or my love for Channing Tatum, many know my obsession with him.
But right now, I'm focusing on my style. I'm so sick of wearing solid color clothes and band shirts and jeans with flip-flops. I have some cute shoes, why not wear them? I barely put on makeup anymore and that needs to change. I'm trying to be the cute plus size diva I know I am. This of course has resulted in spending too much money. Ugh. So I decided to take my credit cards out of my wallet because I will end up spending money.
This post is all over the place but it's a update and off my brain. Enjoy. :)